It seems Adam Lambert found inspiration for his new music video "Better Than I Know Myself" in his holiday fight with boyfriend Sauli Koskinen. Awwww.

The 30-year-old singer plays two versions of himself in the just released video, one a quiet and healthy tea drinker silently meditating and at peace, the other an out of control booze hound intent on destroying himself because he is lonely. Sad.

Luckily, healthy Adam wins out in the end.

Adam admitted on a recent episode of Ellen that his holiday fight forced him to reevaluate his life and he has adopted a new healthy lifestyle and given up his old drinking ways, something we see in this new video. The only thing we can't explain is the ending, but hey maybe you guys can figure it out for us.

So folks, what do we think of Adam's new video?